Cerita hujung minggu

Last Saturday, i went to CS..wanted to bought a new sandal for my sis and me..konon sajela nk g cs coz aku suke one of kedai kasut tu...beside summit - VERNS
different style cket compared others...ntah la..aku suke...tp syg, aku x berkenan plak satu pun..mcm kasut2 yg ade tu same jek dr mase nk raya yg lps..ntah..hehe

So, pusing2...smp kepale pun senoneng dgn org yg too crowded..bosan jek...so aku ckp ngan adik, jom kte g somewhere else and there u go..angsana menjadi pilihan kami...hehe..take about half an hour, we arrived angsana..also crowded with people..but xdela sakit mata sgt..sbb dkt angsana ni mostly yg dtg with their family, and bdk2 yg ber'couple'2 ni kureng la cket..:D

adela something yg we all beli..fiza dgn kasut die..hehe klaka..die tny aku lawa x kasut tu..ya..mmg lawa..tgk harga okk..rm39.90 (aku nmpk harga tu la) ...berpatutan la kan...tp bile nk byr harga sbnr rm59.90...hehe...terbeliak mata adik aku pndg kt aku...da aku kene top-up..rupenye slh pndg..hehe...da beli nk wat camne...

dlm kol 7, we all smp umah...mnd2, solat and mkn...blk2 je bile da rehat rase pening teramat sgt and rase mcm nk demam...bile ckp ngan H die pun same mcm nk demam..kebetulan...tu la keje je kan...hehe

happy seeing everyone happy...

it such a feeling...seeing everyone is happy with their life..especially for those who has built a new phase in their life with marriage..im happy to share good news of them..:D ntah bile hari aku nk tiba plak...im praying for that precious moment..

Last Saturday and Sunday, 3 of my friends having their own day..fazni's engagement (5/12),nisa's and abg zaidi's wedding (6/12)..congrats to them..but sorry to fazni coz i hav something to settle on last saturday and x dpt nk dtg..but on sunday, 2-2 wedding tu aku dpt dtg...one short trus from JJ to Kulai..:) exhausting coz the wheather is too hot..but it still enjoy..

and nk dipendekkan cite, im lost onthe way back to JB from umah abg zaidi..it suppose kuar simpang belok kirim tp we all belok kanan...and yg sdpnye msg2 leh wat senyap jek coz maybe pk btolla jln ni..im driving, so ok,,just followed what they'll say..hehe and at last..pnyla jauh smp kte jmp roundabout, dat time br la sume bkk mate..first dtg ngan abg usop follow blkg, tp abg usop da blk dulu..xde plak jmp roundabout, so confirm slh jln...msg2 cuak coz tank fuel tinggl 1 bar, and kene ikut blk jln yg boring td..aku pun pecut arr ape lg...hahaha

nk ikutkan kol 5 lbh da leh smp umah..tp bcoz of our careless ni..kol 7 br smp
pnt sgt, tmbh lapar lg..kt umah zaidi we all x mkn pun sbb too crowded..peluh mencurah2 lg..da xde ati nk mkn..dgn pening lg...hehe..kene sesat plak tu..blk umah mencekik trus..tp tunaikan ape yg wajib dulu la..:D

itu la aku, kak reen, dot and linda..msg2 lapa dlm kete mkn roti and junkfoods jek singgah beli mase isi minyak..mcm2 hal je kan..:D

but anyway, im happy seeing all my frens happy..:)

He come never expect...

Its been awhile since last i updated my blog here..rasa sgt sibuk lately ni..
sibuk dgn hal keje, as usual la kan...am started to went home late..but not so late..just around 8-8.30pm everyday..huh..so tired..but have to coz so many works to do..cant avoid it..huhu....but xpe...at least, ade ot, xdela cket sgt rase dpt gaji dis month kan...:D

2-3 days before, i received a few of sms's come from my ex-bf..just wondering why...im shocked at the first place..either i want to reply his sms pr not..at first, i think NO..but my heart say 'just giv him chance'...not chance as be my bf again, sbb he's married..chance to be like before..huhu...

after one sms go to another sms and so on..until he said something that make me curious on him..what is it??? he called me..huh..why he called me...i dont want to hear that voice anymore...but as 'friend', should i??

i pick up the phone...and we're talking...to say hello and ask how im getting on..:)
didn't expect he still remember me..coz die penah ckp dulu..b4 we both officially putus..die msh sygkan aku lg smp bila2..cume in a different way la..syg die pd aku hingga bila2...im appreciate that kind of his feeling..cume syg, he's not mine..he belongs to somebody else..i should let his go..and yes..i already do that..lepaskan dia...its really hard to me, terus trg..
and kalau bole, aku da x nak tau whatever lg ttg die after he's married, but die mtk aku jgn putuskan terus hubungan kami and let we'll be as friend forever..tapi ape yg wat aku nk tergelak kan..die ckp..xdpt aku kt dunia, die tggu aku kt akhirat..what a words...:D

and the worst part is im feel so sad after hear his voice..am crying (xdela ye ye sgt nangis) mata da merah...itu yg pelik..every time mmg mcm tu..itu la klo bole aku xnk tau pape psl die..tp die x nak paham...atau saje x nk paham..

tp aku rase, aku pun x dpt nk lupekan die jgk..sbb jiwa kami sama..mungkin itula yg merapatkan kami..tp sygnye jodoh kami x pnjg..mungkin tuhan da tetapkan yang kami tidak ditakdirkan utk bersama..huhuhuhu

Forget all those sad things, i have to start a new chapter in my life..thanks to god coz telah bukakkan hati aku utk mule berkwn dgn lelaki semula..:D...

for this time being, aku berdoa yg hati aku ni xkan berubah2...cube atasi mslh aku yg takut nk berkwn ngan lelaki tu slowly..:)

ok la, setakat ini saje ape yg mampu aku tulis..sbb tgh free cket ni, itu yg nk update blog..asyik sibuk dgn FB je kan..play some games there, make me addicted..haunted btoll kan Fb ni..
u guys take care..see ya the next entry..

* to my sweet cik zara, x sangka ur day is coming...hope u smile always while waiting to be a such lovely bride to be (biar berseri2 wajah akak k)
since cik zara da x jd my colleagu, can i call u as 'kakak', can i??
and jgn tension2 slalu...okk..hehe